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Posted by Ivanbg2003 - August 24th, 2022
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Posted by Ivanbg2003 - August 6th, 2022
https://forum.zdoom.org/viewtopic.php?t=67939&
Corruption Cards is a gameplay mod for Doom (and others) which presents the player with three random cards each level. These cards effect the gameplay in different ways, some more subtle than others. The effects range from changing monster behavior, adding new mechanics, adding extra hazards and much more! In the standard mode, you will be offered a permanent card every 3 levels. This card will be locked in for the rest of the game, meaning you will have to live with your choice until the game is over! There are now over 50 unique cards, and more are generated as the game is played. Every run you will be offered different cards, which leads to an ever changing gameplay experience... dictated by your card choices!
Corruption Cards works with all sorts of mods, and will even generate custom cards for any new monsters it detects! Give it a try with your favorites to spice up the gameplay and add a little extra challenge
Posted by Ivanbg2003 - July 16th, 2022
So I just had a weird dream that I was in hell and The Devil was there and he offered me different items and stuff that all had some kind of negative effect, Such as a chocolate cake when if you eat will give you illusions of scary and creepy imagery.
Posted by Ivanbg2003 - June 17th, 2022
Guilt trip? What is there to be guilty of if that person knows what they are doing is right?, If they are saying guilt trip then obviously they are doing something that they are guilty of, and well if they are guilty of something and yet continues to do it then they should be called out like that and they should not have problem with it and should have actual problem with the thing which is making them have this guilt like feeling.
#factsandlogicdestroycarnistnonsenseeverytime
Posted by Ivanbg2003 - June 10th, 2022
Part 1 dismissing wanting help
Back in the days I was shy to tell people that i feel offended/upset/annoyed by things they do or that it is rude and expressing my opinions,
I think my parents had an influence on it,
Back in school years ago some girls were acting rude towards me I complained and expressed displeasure to my mother and she rudely dismissed my feelings because she did not think of it as a big deal and made a rude remark saying she should have not done nice things she did for me that day or recently during the time I expressed the displeasure, Which got me really hurt and I started crying in school during class and other times but I refused to tell anyone at school my mother was the cause for my sadness, She did realised at some point how upset I was and apologised but I still felt sad about what she did and cried about it even after I moved to a different school and sometimes the teachers allowed me to leave school due to my sadness and she was starting to tell me that I basically hated her and how she actually works for her brother and something I vaguely remember that if she worked for someone else she would probably get fired for me coming so soon to her workplace or something and then we went to a therapist of some sort.
(I vaguely remember sometime during the events before she apologised I asked her to apologise and she said something like im sorry I love you or care for you or something)
Part 2 physical abuse
My dad sometimes threatens to beat me up or hit me and actually has hitted me for misbehaving years ago,
I also remember I showed some kind of interests toward islam (was not planning to become a muslim) and mom got angry due to the religion being associated by some people with terrorism and at some point started slapping/hitting me so I hitted her back in self-defense and got her a black eye my sister was in the room I told her she started it and she responded with she is your mother doesn't she have the right?