Maybe it would be better for you to try to go on trips elsewhere, in other countries for example, this will surely allow you to breathe a little. And don't worry about the other problems, the difficult moments of life end up being rewarded, hold on! Personally I don't like DeviantArt, don't take people's comments on this site personally, they are not worth much.
Good luck with everything, you will get through this tough time eventually.
(sorry for my bad english")
DaShahRach00
Maybe it would be better for you to try to go on trips elsewhere, in other countries for example, this will surely allow you to breathe a little. And don't worry about the other problems, the difficult moments of life end up being rewarded, hold on! Personally I don't like DeviantArt, don't take people's comments on this site personally, they are not worth much.
Good luck with everything, you will get through this tough time eventually.
(sorry for my bad english")